okay people. please please please hope i pass my driving test tomorrow at 1015 at *&#$@ ubi with the crazy lorries and vans and taxis and operating bus lanes. ): the past three days have been really good, but it just has to work for another 30 minutes and my angst over this entire episode would be over. if not, i'll have to repeat the entire process again come june without the parking poles!! can you sense the despair.
no more showers with dirty water up to my ankles; filtering water; cleaning up the basin; walking in the cold; wrapping and unwrapping the multiple layers;snacking; worrying about the traffic. and hello to green leafy vegetables; cooked warm food; FISH and good meats in general; clean beds; clean room; big tables; great company.
BOY I SURE AM GLAD TO BE BACK.
no more showers with dirty water up to my ankles; filtering water; cleaning up the basin; walking in the cold; wrapping and unwrapping the multiple layers;snacking; worrying about the traffic. and hello to green leafy vegetables; cooked warm food; FISH and good meats in general; clean beds; clean room; big tables; great company.
BOY I SURE AM GLAD TO BE BACK.
my coach is coming in 4.5 hours to pick me up and SEND ME HOME (indirectly) YAAAAAY. SO EXCITING. I spent the wonderful sunny day having cake and skyping and buying presents and thinking of home. and right now i'm staying awake watching my socks dry on the radiator so i can keep them. like literally watching clothes dry. so boring. glad that peripheral activities are keeping me awake even though i should honestly be sleeping. OMGOMGOMG.
I'M GOING HOME.
i came with overweight luggage and that is how i'm returning. it's good to have come full circle in two months. i'll rest and prepare for the rest of the months ahead knowing that i've enjoyed a good month back where i love.
what's the definition of homesick?
I'M GOING HOME.
i came with overweight luggage and that is how i'm returning. it's good to have come full circle in two months. i'll rest and prepare for the rest of the months ahead knowing that i've enjoyed a good month back where i love.
what's the definition of homesick?
i just had the weirdest dream about my mum, and i woke up crying. and dont know this wk or last, i woke up crying consecutively for 2 days, first night dreamt of dad, and second was korkor. all to do with quarreling/unhappy things. damn weird. even after i woke up and realised it was a dream, i couldnt stop crying.
i remember when i was super young. during school holidays, on a sunday night, after watching wo he jiang shi you ge yue hui tgt with my mum, i slept in my parents' room. i was just stoning and suddenly started visualizing myself getting old..and eventually dying, and lying in a coffin. so i got quite frightened i started crying! hahahah. so i learnt that it was not good to think about that, cos it makes me cry. and i havent been, until recently i had one of those nights again. was quite scary, knowing that life can become quite meaningless. yet i'm so afraid of dying. and i found the scariest part to be not knowing that i'm actually gonna die, it'd probably feel like going into a sleep, unless i suffer from an attack or something. and i also can't quite imagine what i'd have to go through if my loved ones pass away before me. it just gets fucking scary when i think of all these..seemingly unnecessary questions. but life nowadays isn't much of what i'd expected it to be
omg i'm dying to watch the last episode of dexter next monday but i'll be on cruise! fuckkkk [];[];][';ads
I HAD CHOCOLATE FOR DINNER!!! went for food appreciation society chocolate tasting omgomgomg it was so damn goooooood. came home to have yoghurt with apples and blueberries yumyum abillionthingstowashupinsinktmd.
okay just had to say this before i started work again D: you know. doing work is like an epic proportion of my life right now. kheexuan despises me ):
BTW there is an EXTRA HEATER IN MY ROOM!!!! it feels like singapore but with a dry throat!! HAHAHAHA.
no more drinking for gen!!
have started looking at cinnamon bun recipes, cakes and muffins. i cant wait to get back to a kitchen with an oven and all my baking materials. omg. i shall up myself on GWI (good wife index) hahaha. is there a job which allows me to enjoy my weekends.
okay just had to say this before i started work again D: you know. doing work is like an epic proportion of my life right now. kheexuan despises me ):
BTW there is an EXTRA HEATER IN MY ROOM!!!! it feels like singapore but with a dry throat!! HAHAHAHA.
no more drinking for gen!!
have started looking at cinnamon bun recipes, cakes and muffins. i cant wait to get back to a kitchen with an oven and all my baking materials. omg. i shall up myself on GWI (good wife index) hahaha. is there a job which allows me to enjoy my weekends.
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